tfw you get a new hoodie and have to wear it all the time so it starts smelling Like You™️

TIME TO UGLY CRY IN THE SHOWER #DYSPHORIA #ANXIETY #WHATEVER THE FUCK ELSE I HAVE GOING ON

in law school, my mom took me to this stress retreat because my family was vaguely aware i was a suicide risk. and they didnt allow phones, so i brought this huge bag of books. and one of the options for "destressing" was this fake cave grotto thing, where they'd decorated a room to make it look exactly like an underground cave and the air was like -10 degrees, but there was a like 4ft deep pool in the middle that was kept super super hot, so you would just switch between the hot and cold. and they would bring you an endless supply of this weird syrupy drink thing that was like super caffeinated and tasted like sugar and mint. and so i spent multiple days sitting half submerged in this fake grotto drinking mystery liquid and reading. and i have to be honest i really did feel less stressed

Please please please I need to go there.

SITZPROBE TODAYYYYAYAYAY

time to see that no im just silly and theres no way the cello player is my fps little brother (he isn't here yet so idk)

well i don't know for sure they aren't....

bc like they kinda do look similar?

we must bond over our shared love of cello just you wait

update hes probably not her brother unless they went to different high schools

Feeling very lonely #myfrienArebusy

isn't it insane though how schizophrenic people are viewed as violent and dangerous by the majority of society when in reality schizophrenic people are nearly 14 times more likely to be on the receiving end of violence than to be the perpetrators...

schizophrenic person: makes a post trying to raise awareness about the disproportionate abuse and harmful stereotypes schizophrenic people face

yall: "yeah im not gonna reblog this they used the word ins*ne which is so problematic ://"

What the fuck happens that changes these stats to such a massive degree?

1) schizophrenia hardly ever causes people to be violent so schizophrenic people aren’t more likely to be violent than anyone else

2) schizophrenic people’s autonomy is often taken away from them because of their schizophrenia. because the authorities and mental healthcare providers often automatically assume schizophrenic people to be violent, they’re more likely to immediately react to schizophrenic people's symptoms with violence, without even knowing for sure said schizophrenic person was going to be violent. all of this causes schizophrenic people to be more likely of being victims of violence and abuse. schizophrenic people also have a harder time getting out of abusive households because of the risk of their autonomy being taken away. if a schizophrenic person’s relative or partner is abusive, often the schizophrenic person has no way out of the situation, both because our disconnect from reality can result in us being easier to manipulate, and because the system is built in a way that it takes away our autonomy because of our condition.

also schizophrenic people and psychotic people in general, please do a lot of research before picking a provider for your own sake, and if they try to treat your psychosis in a way that you think is harmful then don’t hesitate to switch providers. your safety and wellbeing should be a priority over everything else.

can y'all please reblog this version instead

happy He literally loves Dragon fruit saturday

Sun and moon symbolism but like.

You’re the sun. You’re the reason life exists at all. You brighten up everyone’s day. You’re practically synonymous with happiness. But at the same time, your very presence hurts people just because they spent too much time in it. You’re inherently too much. And there’s always a chance you’ll just kind of explode and ruin everything, and that’s just part of your nature. It can just. Happen.

You’re the moon. You’re peaceful. Make everything more beautiful.

But you wouldn’t even be visible on your own. You’re rarely acknowledged for the fact that you’re instrumental in causing your world to function. Sometimes you’re not even visible. To everyone else you’re constantly changing while you’re actually staying the same, it’s just a matter of perception. And it’s always because of somebody else.

woah. thats. wow yes very good concept also why does this feel very relatable wow.

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mic checks are so funny

also one of my friends is an adult now so happy birthday to her

one kid had to stand on stage for like 20 minutes just listing fruits

I DONT WANNA GO TO SCHOOL AHHHH