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Self-overanalyzing Schizo blog

@1wintersierra

She/They gay (opposite of a he/they lesbian)—I'll try to post here more actively (real posts, not reblogs)
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I had a tgirl I met ask me if I voice trained just out of the blue. Like I haven't really officially tried but holy shit is my voice actually kinda fem now?? Istg I just watched like one video on resonance and just kept yapping to myself

Ig it always sounds deeper to me cuz like, bones and shit

I'm making a callout post on my tumblr.com blog—fuck you skeleton!

but omfg holy shiitit

ok so like context I'm fully out as nb but I rarely actually put in the effort to actually wear more feminine clothes but holy shit that...that just doesn't sound like me. I can't tell if thats a "holy shit I can't actually believe I sound like that" or a "huh. so thats what I sound like."

Might do a vo of this post just to test

went off script immediately for the vo thing, my ass could never to be a voice actor

heres another recording

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I had a tgirl I met ask me if I voice trained just out of the blue. Like I haven't really officially tried but holy shit is my voice actually kinda fem now?? Istg I just watched like one video on resonance and just kept yapping to myself

Ig it always sounds deeper to me cuz like, bones and shit

I'm making a callout post on my tumblr.com blog—fuck you skeleton!

but omfg holy shiitit

ok so like context I'm fully out as nb but I rarely actually put in the effort to actually wear more feminine clothes but holy shit that...that just doesn't sound like me. I can't tell if thats a "holy shit I can't actually believe I sound like that" or a "huh. so thats what I sound like."

Might do a vo of this post just to test

I had a tgirl I met ask me if I voice trained just out of the blue. Like I haven't really officially tried but holy shit is my voice actually kinda fem now?? Istg I just watched like one video on resonance and just kept yapping to myself

Ig it always sounds deeper to me cuz like, bones and shit

I'm making a callout post on my tumblr.com blog—fuck you skeleton!

but omfg holy shiitit

you have to stay alive. you're going to be such a beautiful middle aged freak. young freaks will see you in the street and know that things can be okay.

I was 22 when I got my first bookstore job, and at the time my entire experience of "old people" was my grandparents, none of whom had been particularly healthy, and none of whom I was close with. To my young eyes, all they did was sit around and be old. That was life after 60.

The owner of the bookstore was this grand old dame of 76 who had been in the business for 40 years. She'd had three kids with a husband who was extremely gay, and as soon as those were old enough, they split up. She read on an epic scale, was an avid follower of the opera, sang in several choirs, and scheduled arts programming for a private club. She had gentleman callers (so they styled themselves) at the store continuously the entire fifteen years I worked there--yah, into her NINETIES. She never took up seriously with any of them, because they couldn't keep up. She was impeccably dressed and put together every single day of her life, drank regularly, and said they would pry her estrogen supplements out of her cold, dead hands. She had a gang of elderly single lady friends, though, and they went out every night of the week. They knew everything and everyone, collectively. She got her first smart phone in her mid-80s and became extremely Online. I bet she's on Tumblr now. She is 96.

This blew my mind. Life didn't have to be over...ever.

We worship youth in our culture. Only the young have futures, and the aged exist to enable the lives of the young. We act as if by the time you hit forty, you've had your chance. You are now expected to step aside and scede life to others.

FUCK THAT. I have a lot of life ahead of me. I have places to go and books to read and people to fuck and food to eat and music to dance to and emotions to feel and nazis to punch and stories to tell and hearts to break and ventures to capitalize and empires to conquer. I am going to be doing this for the next fifty years, minimum.

Life has so much in it. Do it all, forever.

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I have been paired with an introverted, weird shy guy for the programming project!! Let's see how long I can hold before I suggest estrogen

timelapse of an evolving lenticular cloud

Man, I fucking love lenticular clouds, man

Bro what the fuck is that thing and why's it doing a jig

A lenticular cloud is a cloud that moves up a mountain and gets caught in an air current called mountain waves that exist only going up a mountain which causes it to have an unusual shape, they are the cause of most UFO sightings :D

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