So uh. I never really did an intro soooo

I see a lot of people asking about commissions and I am here to tell you that I don't do them! They stress me out! Sorry but they're Scary. But I do drawing *requests*. Because I like drawing things without any form of pressure to draw them!

Now that's out of the way, hello there! My name is Socrates. But everyone calls me socks.

I am an adult! 19 years old, April 23 2006.

My pronouns are he/him!

I am both a trans man and bisexual!

Things you should know:

I have low to severe functioning autism. Meaning I need help from those outside of my own self. Basically help with my day to day life and for scary situations such as talking to strangers IRL. Or complex decisions such as bank details or that kinda thing. I need others to help me!

That doesn't mean I'm not smart though. I'm mostly slow. I call it rebooting. So if I ever take a while to respond it's probably because I'm thinking about what to say!

I have borderline personality disorder.

I have bipolar disorder. I deal mostly with mood swings one minute ranting about how cute my cat is the next minute crying over how cute my cat is.

I deal with a lot of doctors! Two or more appointments a week! So if I tell you multiple times over a short span of time I can't talk cause I'm going to the doctor's it's not an overused excuse! It's true!

I have severe anxiety. Meaning any communication at all stresses me out. But I still really wanna try to socialize!

I have memory issues.

So if you wanna talk I'm welcome to it. I'm just really, really, shy. And sometimes I'll panic and end conversations out of nowhere. So if you ever wanna talk all I ask is to be understanding and a lil patient.

And if you talk to me long enough I'll grow to trust you! Which means I'll feel more comfortable and calm when talking to you!

About my art:

I love art! But it's hard to do since I have some physical problems. But I do it anyway! I mainly draw things I like or request / challenges I receive. I like to draw my little persona alot because he's simple and easy to draw. I also have a lot of OC's! Ask me about them! I love them all and will be over the moon to share their stories outside of just the art I make of them!

About a little thing about me: I am very scrambled in the head. Which has made multiple versions of 'me's' and I tend to portray the different sides of me through different ways. Some through color coded mes. Some will be different stages in life mes. Some will be imaginary mes. Some will be me from different universes such as the spider verse or Stardew valley.

About my text posts:

Text posts are semi common. It's mostly little ramblings or rants. Or just how I'm feeling. But again I mostly posts art.

If I ever interact with you or your posts:

It means I wanna talk to you but don't know how so I just try to show affection with hearts and sometimes if I'm brave enough a comment or reply. But I still really wanna learn to socialize with you!

Hobbies:

Art, cooking, baking, gardening, sewing, video games.

Lastly:

Ask me stuff! Talk to me if ya want! I am lonely. And I love you! And I'm proud of you! Take care of yourself! You deserve it! Bye! Love you!

Things I like (extra bit):

Get ready it's a long lists,

anime!

Any anime really even if I haven't seen it! I have watched a bit of or completed, Naruto, one piece, jujutsu keisen, Ouran host club, black clover, sword art online, attack on Titan, Yuri on ice, one punch man, my hero academia, assassination classroom, food wars, pokemon, the promised Neverland. And a bit more I'm probably forgetting.

Video games!

Any video game really! Even if I haven't played it! But I have played or watched others play: stardew valley, undertale, Minecraft, Roblox, terraria, cult of the lamb, overwatch 2, dead by daylight, Skyrim, halo, rocket League, cod black ops 2 zombies, moonlighter, hollow night, sky children of the light, don't starve together, subnautica, subnautica below zero, alot of different Pokemon games, five nights at Freddy's, astroneer, monster hunters, and one of my absolute all time favorites SLIME RANCHER!

other medias / things, TV shows, books, etc:

Percy Jackson, a bit of harry potter, marvel universe, DC universe, amazing digital circus, don't hug me I'm scared, Steven universe, avatar the last Airbender, we bear bears, and more I'm probably forgetting.

That's all bye.

I know I haven't posted in a while and that's because I've been working on stickers! But it's like a huge sticker sheet so it's taking a long time so here's my favorite one so far.

(also if you're able to tell what it is and what game it's from without any hints just know I love you forever)

The watermarks gonna be removed in the final product btw.

I've been making a lot of different pocket people recently. So here's a pocket socks.

Look I'm not saying I'm assuming the worst I'm just saying this app is the most mentally ill group of people I know

I've just been thinking about mini humans using different insects or animals as mounts, and realized that certain types of reptiles give off southern vibes.

I know that the goverment trying to legalize spyware on everyone's devices is really bad and all

But I just think it's going to be so funny for the first few minutes when a government agent has to go through mountains of different fandom stuff to get to the information that's actually useful.

And that's not even counting the ungodly amount of adult content bound to be on different people's devices.

Especially with artists. every piece of nsfw art was made by an artist which means they have that on their photo/images library which means they're gonna have to look through all of that before even getting the slightest chance of getting any actual real life photos.

Don't get me wrong this is still really bad but I just think that one specific part of it is gonna be hilarious.

I just spent hours putting together a new car tree for Leo. My hands are officially dead. Gone. Turned to dust. Numb and spasming at the same time as well as throbbing sharp pain...

..But he loves it. So it was worth it.

TREAT

If I ever figure out a middle ground I'll be unstoppable.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN FROM THE CRIME TRIO

- voltz, stitches, and catastrophe!

OKAY EVERYONE WE'RE PLAYING A GAME

ONE OF THE ROCKS BELOW ARE PAINTED THE OTHER TWO ARE PICTURES. YOU MIST CHOOSE WHICH ONE IS PAINTED.

I'm relying on people having bad eyesight so this will be challenging. good luck.

Okay look I know I haven't been posting much, so here you go. A treat.

You guys really seemed to like the last painting I did of rock so I made another painting of rock

Also, lighting is HARD

I saw something along the lines of

"You deserve better is just a way of saying that someone is not worth getting better for"

Which is vastly untrue in my opinion

When I say you deserve better it is taking all the possible futures into account. Even in the best of worlds I wouldn't be able to provide things a regular stable person would. There is literally no changing that unless the medical field somehow got a boost in breakthroughs.

You deserve someone who can be real with you. You deserve someone stable. You deserve Someone you don't have to worry about disappearing one day. You deserve someone that doesn't have to have help with basic things. You deserve someone who won't spiral and question if you're even real. You don't deserve to have these complications in a relationship no matter if it's romantic or platonic.

You do genuinely deserve better not because I'm unwilling to try and be the best for you but because even when I'm at my best it still won't be good enough. And you deserve better than that.