whenever I confess to people that i feel like I am just roleplaying as a normal person they're always like noooo you don't strike me as someone who's roleplaying as a normal person at all!!! :) and every time internally im like well yes that's because I am excellent at it
#ppl who are weirder than me i dont get along with bc i find their lack of capability and willingness to play along frustrating to be around#and ppl who are actually normal i get find it hard to connect with on a deeper level bc i am ultimately only sharing 50% of my personality#the only solution is to be around people who are also roleplaying as a normal person except I've never encountered this in real life#because we're both roleplaying#you see my problem. i am the greg heffley i fear#personal