Rant alert
I'm so mad at my friend rn. I went to her house because she said she wanted to celebrate her birthday from like friday till Saturday. So of course I came on friday. But then when I'm there she changes plans and says, well I'm not gonna celebrate today actually I'm celebrating tomorrow. So I ended up staying here the whole fucking weekend even tho that's really bad for me for many reasons. One of them is that I need to hold a very important presentation tomorrow which I still need to work on. I planned to use this sunday to finish the visuals but I can't even do that anymore now because it's already so late. I got super wasted yesterday at the party but I told her to wake me up early in the morning at like 6am because I need to catch my train home. It's almost 12pm now she didn't wake me for shit. Worst is she has been awake this whole time she genuinely could've woken me up. She just didn't. Now there is no fucking way that I will be able to hold the presentation tomorrow. Also I didn't take my meds for two days now because of her. My meds are very scheduled, I have to take them at 10am every day. I didn't think I'd be here for so long before she randomly changed plans so I didn't take them with me. Now I'm 2 days off, I'm having paranoia, I'm hallucinating and I'm having headaches. I'm also very hungry rn i didn't have any solid food since I came here. She did cook for us yes, but her kitchen is a place that is so dirty it reminds me of a hikkimori home and thus I refuse to eat anything that came in contact with that kitchen. Now I've been surviving off of my energy drinks and coke that I brought with me, and notably, I did have one chocolate bar today for breakfast