Screaming Crying Throwing Up

i literally physically cannot cry around people

today i was having a psnic attsck and had a shutdown and my knees hurt so bad i genuinly considered nicking a mobility scooter from a shop and if i was alone i wouldve been crying but i wasnt but she was crying so it looked like i was just being dramatic but i physically cant cry (exceptions are being told my friends have died out of nowhere (has happened) or someone coming into wherever i am alone)

i sound so fucking dramatic

when you meet someone so confident and at ease in the world you lowkey want to wear their skin and absorb their soul and literally become them in order to gain even a fraction of that confidence and comfortability for yourself

Lmaooo I fell off my chair and then half of my art stuff fell off my desk and onto me

okay well atleast you didnt get paint in your hair/j @absolutelynoname

although your hair did look really good with the paint perhaps it could be a new style lmao

... i used to put acrylic paint in it before i washed it (wjen i was like 11)

it was gross

OMG REAL SAME

except i used watercolour so it was i think maybe better than aclyric? never worked though just made my hair rough

i always used neon highlighighters for it too

guys, i'm so bored. who wants to build a time machiene and go back to 2013?

yes

Lmaooo I fell off my chair and then half of my art stuff fell off my desk and onto me

okay well atleast you didnt get paint in your hair/j @absolutelynoname

although your hair did look really good with the paint perhaps it could be a new style lmao

... i used to put acrylic paint in it before i washed it (wjen i was like 11)

it was gross

i hate that i cant check an ask after i send it

GUYS I JUST BOUGHT TAKE ME HOME, UP ALL NIGHT AND HARRY STYLES (THE ALBUM) CDS FOR 12 QUID TOTAL IM SHITTING MYSELF

WE WILL ITS ACC SO FUN ITS DARK BUT WERE ON THE BUS FOR LIKE ALMOST AN HOUR MORE

WHERE ARE YOU GOING😭

right now or then??

then from our town to the city and now from the city to our town

WE WILL ITS ACC SO FUN ITS DARK BUT WERE ON THE BUS FOR LIKE ALMOST AN HOUR MORE

last time the driver was watching bus driving tutorials on his phone and swerving into oncoming traffic so it’s going a lot better than that lol

what the fuck😭

i was creases but the next bus was an hour wait and the journey is an hour so we just took thr risk

WE WILL ITS ACC SO FUN ITS DARK BUT WERE ON THE BUS FOR LIKE ALMOST AN HOUR MORE

thinking of bandanarry...